My head

Verse 1 Heartbeat heavy, yeah it’s banging in my chest Smile on my face but I’m drowning in the stress Late nights, same thoughts going round again Growing up too fast, feel like I’m losing sense Running after dreams in some worn-out shoes Wanna leave it all, got nothing left to lose Voices in my head, silence in the house Trying to find myself but I don’t know how Pre-Chorus I keep it in, don’t show the pain Even when I’m drowning, I say I’m okay Chorus I got fire, I got tears, I just wanna breathe Caught between the dark and who I wanna be I might fall, but I’ll get up once more Even when I’m close, even at the door Got dreams in my head, heart out of control Tryna run away but I circle back home Walking through the night, I don’t know my way But I won’t give up, no I won’t break Verse 2 Some days I feel numb, like I disappear Even taking breaths doesn’t feel that clear Fighting with my mind, yeah my own worst war Half of me wants more, half can’t take no more Past keeps knocking, doesn’t fade away Memories hit hard, got a price to pay Still a little hope that I hold inside Maybe one day I’ll feel alright Pre-Chorus Act like I’m fine, keep my guard high But inside I’m falling with no lifeline Chorus I got fire, I got tears, I just wanna breathe Caught between the dark and who I wanna be I might fall, but I’ll get up once more Even when I’m close, even at the door Bridge If I ever find peace in this chaos If I stop getting lost in my thoughts Maybe I’ll finally see the light Without feeling scared of the fight Outro Still moving even if I don’t know where Carrying pain but I’m still right here And even when life got me questioning why I keep going… I don’t say goodbye