Loud Apology to Juliet

[Intro] Juliet, hear my confession in the quiet of night Tonigh I lay it down, a heart learning to get it right [Verse 1] I wore your love like a spotlight, forgot how to breathe Did the unthinkable just to make you look my way You parade your boyfriends like a show in the crowd And I stood there begging, hoping you would hear me say [Chorus] I'm sorry I loved you so loud that I lost my way If you hear me now, know I’m learning how to stay Love should lift you up, not chase you into the day [Verse 2] You show me your new flame when we're in the same room I pretend I don't notice, hide the ache behind a smile You say you love me, but it's only when the room fades I nod and promise I’ll disappear if that is what you crave [Chorus] I'm sorry I loved you so loud that I lost my way If you hear me now, know I’m learning how to stay Love should lift you up, not chase you into the day [Verse 3] I realize the danger in obsession and the cost of the ache I pause, I breathe, I write a letter I’ll never send I vow to love with boundaries, free from need and fear To let you choose to stay, not chase you to the edge [Chorus] I'm sorry I loved you so loud that I lost my way If you hear me now, know I’m learning how to stay Love should lift you up, not chase you into the day [Verse 4] If you turn toward me again, I’ll show up with consent I’ll become the kind of lover who respects your truth If you want me here, you’ll ask, and I’ll answer Until then I bleed poetry, learning to love with courage [Chorus] I'm sorry I loved you so loud that I lost my way If you hear me now, know I’m learning how to stay Love should lift you up, not chase you into the day [Bridge] Let me prove this with patience, not with stunts or noise I’ll trade the chase for trust, if you’ll trade doubt for choice Apology is the doorway, forgiveness the light Maybe we’ll meet again where love chooses to stay [Chorus] I'm learning to breathe when you’re near, not begging for a nod Let your own heart decide, not the crowd or the clock Love should lift you up, not chase you into the day [Chorus] Let your heart decide, not the crowd or the clock Love should lift you up, not chase you into the day Maybe we'll meet again where love decides to stay [Outro] Counting lessons in the night, I’m learning to be better Juliet, if you hear me, I’m trying to be steady Love me or let me go, I’ll choose a healthier way