(Verse 1)
I am pacing through the house in Mwingi, shadows on the wall
Waiting for the truth to drop, waiting for the sky to fall
Abby Nana, look at me, wipe the lies right off your face
I am staring at this house, now it feels like empty space
I look at Lavigne sleeping, innocent inside her bed
But there is a storm of doubt, a million voices in my head
Was it real, was it fake, did you ever say my name?
Or was I just a placeholder, a pawn inside your game?
(Chorus)
Abby, tell me who, look me in my hollow eyes
I am tired of the shadows, I am tired of the lies
Is she mine, is she his, did you think I would not know?
My heart is turning black, watch the embers start to glow
The silence in this room is heavier than lead
I am haunted by the whispers of the words you never said.
(Verse 2)
I heard the rumors flying, yeah, the streets begin to talk
About you and Wanton, saw you on that evening walk
Was it worth the sacrifice, was it worth the broken home?
Now I am sitting in the dark, left to face this all alone
You played me like a fool, kept me guessing in the night
While you were in his arms, hiding underneath the light
My blood is boiling over, I am aggressive, I am torn
I wish that I had left you from the day that you were born
But I stayed for the promise, I stayed for what we had
Now I am just a ghost, just a sad and broken dad.
(Chorus)
Abby, tell me who, look me in my hollow eyes
I am tired of the shadows, I am tired of the lies
Is she mine, is she his, did you think I would not know?
My heart is turning black, watch the embers start to glow
The silence in this room is heavier than lead
I am haunted by the whispers of the words you never said.
(Bridge)
You held Lavigne close, but did you think of the cost?
Everything we built, everything that we have lost
Was Wanton worth the ruin? Was he worth the family name?
You lit the match yourself, now you have to face the flame
I am Fari, I am standing, though my spirit is in shreds
I am cutting off the ties, I am seve
