Black sheep

[Chorus] I hope wherever you are, you don’t find peace in it Because growing here without you? I can’t believe in it. Trapped in a triangle, held hostage by the shade, Watching my reflection in a different angle fade. Can you believe they turned me to a scapegoat? Cut me into pieces, now I’m just a scrap goat. A black sheep drifting in a hollowed-out boat, With "nothing left to say" written in a death note. [Verse 1] There’s a big dark space where my brain used to be, Driving this lone van through a ghost-town galaxy. Voices in the static, and my mom won’t quiet down, I’m looking for a heaven but I’m swimming till I drown. I’m drinking from the belly of the deepest, saltiest sea, Hoping that these pages reach the eyes I’ll never see. My heartbeat’s hitting zero, turning SSJ Blue, Every color that I had was buried there with you. [Verse 2] Red stands in the corner, just waiting for the violet, The world is getting dangerous and I’m the only pilot. I see my siblings smiling with a father in their sight, While I’m shape-shifting my face just to make it through the night. But the blending turns to breaking, and the mask begins to tear, I’m shuttering through dimensions but the "real" me isn’t there. They tell me, "Bro, you’ve changed," like I had a choice to stay, When the accident took you, it took the "me" from yesterday. [Bridge] I’ve got two best buddies left: the paper and the ink, They hold all the information that I’m forced to sit and think. I’m holding on to the key, but the door is made of glass, Watching all the "happy" people simply let me pass. I’ll bring these books to Judgment Day and let 'em be my plea, Tell the Judge that "Pops" is the only lawyer meant for me. Outro [Spoken] Based on my life... Still suffering... Hoping I’ll make it... But what difference does it make? Just give them distance.