There are storms in my head, even when it’s calm
I smile at people, but inside there’s a fire
I hide my sleepless nights behind makeup
No one sees the cracks behind my face
Pre-Chorus
I don’t say much, I’m scared they might hear
The sound of emptiness that lives in me
Chorus
In my head it screams, it spins, it burns
Even when I say I’m fine, I fake it
I get lost in my thoughts, I can’t breathe anymore
But I pretend I’m strong, like I’ll never fall
Verse 2
Memories follow me like a shadow stuck to me
Even when I move forward, I feel like I’m going back
I wish I could turn off the noise in my heart
But silence scares me even more
Pre-Chorus
I close my eyes but it comes back again
Like a wave that keeps pulling me in
Chorus
In my head it screams, it spins, it burns
Even when I say I’m fine, I fake it
I get lost in my thoughts, I can’t breathe anymore
But I pretend I’m strong, like I’ll never fall
Bridge
And if one day it all finally stops
Will I even know how to live right?
Or did I get addicted to the chaos
To all this pain I hide beneath my skin
Final Chorus
In my head it screams, but a little less
Maybe one day I’ll finally heal again
I’m slowly learning to find myself
Even if I’m scared, I’m trying to move on
