Let Me Decide

[Intro (half-spoken)] Yeah… Don’t rush me I’m thinkin’ If I let you go, I don’t know what it cost If I let you stay, I might lose myself I been stuck between holdin’ on and walkin’ off Tryna save my heart, tryna save what’s left If I let you go… will you forget me too? If I let you go… what am I supposed to do? I don’t need answers, I just need the truth Let me decide what to do with you [Verse 1 (laid-back, talk-rap)] You say you love me, but it come with distance I feel alone even when you present I read between words, catch the silence You been movin’ different, I been tryin’ to deny it I don’t ask questions I don’t want replies for But my heart been heavy, I can’t lie more I been pourin’ pain in this cup I sip Tryna convince myself this love still lit [Pre-Hook (short)] I ain’t perfect, I admit But I loved you honest, no counterfeit If I break away, it’s not revenge It’s me tryin’ to breathe again. Hoo If I let you go, I don’t know what it cost If I let you stay, I might lose myself I been stuck between holdin’ on and walkin’ off Tryna save my heart, tryna save what’s left If I let you go… will you forget me too? If I let you go… what am I supposed to do? I don’t need answers, I just need the truth Let me decide what to do with you Verse 2 (darker, more emotional) Late night calls I never make Type your name, then hit escape I miss who you were with me Not who you turned into lately I don’t hate you, that’s the problem I still see you in my options Love ain’t clean, it get toxic When one heart care more than logic Bridge (melodic, airy) If I stay, I bleed slow If I leave, I feel cold Every road got a toll Every choice got a ghost Final Hook (slightly stripped, softer) If I let you go… I might finally sleep If I let you stay… you might finish me I been givin’ love with no guarantee Now I gotta choose what’s best for me If I let you go… don’t take it as hate Sometimes love gotta walk away I don’t need answers, I just need space Let me decide before it’s too late