For real

(Intro) (Sighs)Uh-huh, yeah It’s the 999 sh*t, you know how I get downLook… (Chorus) I put my heart on the line, but you folded it, yeah Now I’m in this foreign, going through the motions All the drugs that I take, I know they're not a fix Just running from the demons doing demonic sh*t Tell me, is it real? (Is it real?) All the promises you made, were they real? Now I'm poppin' all these pills, trying to heal Numb the pain in my chest, yeah, I'm for real (Verse 1) I pour a four inside my Fanta, let the promethazine dissolve Got too many problems, ain't no math that could ever solve Flashbacks in my head of the nights when you held me close Now I'm staring at the mirror, looking right at my ghost Lucid dreams got me in a trance, dancing with the devilI was at my lowest point, you brought me to a new level Designer on my body, but my soul is really torn Since you left me in the rain, I'm weatherin' the stormIs it fake? Is it love? I can't even tell no moreI'm knocking on death's door, yeah (Chorus)I put my heart on the line, but you folded it, yeahNow I’m in this foreign, going through the motionsAll the drugs that I take, I know they're not a fixJust running from the demons doing demonic sh*t Tell me, is it real? (Is it real?) All the promises you made, were they real?Now I'm poppin' all these pills, trying to heal Numb the pain in my chest, yeah, I'm for realI Need a Break