Hey guys this music goes to my love the one who capture my soul yo Boise on this beat
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And she asked me
If death sat next to you in a bar
Looked you in the face, said the time is up
What would you say?
My first question would be
Oh, what took you so long?
I sent the invitation long ago, you rejected me
So many times
Sorry, man, one last thing
Can we just sit together for a bit?
So I can finally have a friend, please
Oh, I don't mean to make you cry
But when I die, just box me up
I need no headstone, no names, no titles
I'm a piece of shit who will be forgotten anyway
My mind has been a war zone
At least I pray I find peace now
And if I die, no matter what
Don't bring me back here, it's dark here
And I hate the dark
But at least I tried, even though I tried
With memories I would love to relive again
I don't want to be born again
Not in this godforsaken place
And to you that one person (one person)
I wish I could give you the world so you know I care
But how can I love you when I don't even love who I am?
How do I give you peace when my mind is a warzone?
How do I find you when I've lost my mind and my way?
How do I tell you we will be okay when I'm barely holding on?
How do I tell you the truth when I've been lying to myself my whole life?
That is okay
My mind has been a war zone
At least I pray I find peace now
And if I die, no matter what, don't bring me back here
It's dark here and I hate the dark
But at least I tried, at least I tried
With memories I would love to relive again
Oh, to relive again
I'm a fish in the desert, there's nothing to do to save me
I am drowning in a sea no-one could swim
I'm already doomed and no-one can save me
Yo yo Boise on this beat
