I always imagine myself by your side, but the bitter reality pulls me back to it, and I find myself alone again. I may never see you again. You may never be mine, but why am I still trapped by you, by my feelings for you, by my love that has transcended the very concept of love? Why do I see no one but you all the time, and hear nothing but your voice in my mind? Days and nights pass, and perhaps my longing for you reaches the point of tears. I find myself crying... alone... from the intensity of my love for you. I haven't seen you in reality, but my love for you has overcome those technological barriers, and yet my love hasn't reached you. I see my soul in you... I see the childhood I never lived... I see my innocent self before these circumstances and life tainted it... I see in you that child who loves life... I see in you the world I wish to live in, even for a few minutes, before I leave this world. You may not be mine, but I will cling to that small hope that you might be mine someday, even if fate doesn't will it and bring us together... even if it isn't written that we will never be together. We are united... so know that I will always love only you. My heart will always belong to you. I promise you that. All promises of permanence may fade one day, but my promise to you is eternal, unchanged by time or geography. You are constant in my heart, firmly rooted in my mind, with all your words and details... those you loved and those you didn't. Love poems find no way before your eyes; they fade away, leaving behind only the trace of your laughter and sweet smiles. You will remain in my heart until I disappear or this heartbeat fades away.
