“Still Here Without You”

I still sleep on your side of the bed, Like maybe you’ll come home instead, Your name still lives in my chest, Every heartbeat hurts more than the rest. I talk to God, but my voice always shakes, I ask Him why love had to break, You said forever like it was true, Now I’m still here… without you. I replay the night you walked away, Every word you didn’t say, You took your love and left the scar, I don’t know who I am anymore. If loving you was a crime, Then I served all my time, I gave you my soul, every part of me, Now I’m empty where you used to be. You moved on like I was nothing to lose, But I’m still here breaking over you, I smile outside, but inside it’s true, I’m still here… dying without you. Your laugh still echoes in my head, In the promises we never kept, I blame myself, I always do, For loving you deeper than I should’ve loved you. I’d bleed again if it meant you’d stay, But you don’t even look my way, You found peace, I found the truth— Some hearts lose when they love too much. If loving you was a crime, Then I served all my time, I gave you my soul, every part of me, Now I’m empty where you used to be. You moved on like I was nothing to lose, But I’m still here breaking over you, I smile outside, but inside it’s true, I’m still here… dying without you. Maybe one day I’ll be okay, Maybe this pain will fade away, But tonight I’m just a broken truth, Trying to learn how to live without you. If loving you was a crime, I’d do it again every time, Even knowing I’d end up alone, Missing a love I once called home. You’re happy now, and I want that too, But it hurts that it’s not with you, I’ll heal someday… I hope it’s true, But tonight I’m still here… missing you.