Verse 1
I learned to smile with broken lungs
To fake a laugh when silence comes
I told the world that I was fine
While slowly dying inside my mind
I was so scared to feel again
To trust a touch, to hold a hand
But then you came, soft like the rain
And washed away my hidden pain
You looked at me like I was gold
Like I was something safe to hold
And for a moment, I believed
That I was more than what I see
Pre-Chorus
You gave me light when I was numb
Taught my heart how to run
But broken souls donโt stay in place
We always drift, we always break
Chorus
I was never enough for one heart
So I split mine into parts
Now Iโm lost between their names
Dancing slowly in the flames
I loved youโฆ but I wanted more
And now I donโt know what for
Iโm the storm I tried to fight
I ruin everything I like
Verse 2
Distance turned your voice to dust
Silence replaced all of our trust
You found someone to fill the space
I felt itโฆ but I lost the race
I said I didnโt care at all
But jealousy still made me fall
Not for you, but for the void
For the fear of being destroyed
Then came a boy I didnโt plan
With gentle eyes, a softer hand
We built something I couldnโt name
But deep inside, I felt the same
Pre-Chorus 2
And just when I thought I could breathe
Another soul awakened me
Now every choice just feels like sin
No matter where Iโm standing in
Chorus
I was never enough for one heart
So I tore myself apart
Gave pieces I canโt reclaim
Now they all burn in my name
I loved youโฆ I swear itโs true
But I found pieces in someone new
And now Iโm drowning in regret
A love I donโt deserve to get
Bridge (quiet, shattered)
I donโt even know who I am anymoreโฆ
The girl you loved is gone for sureโฆ
They see a smile, they hear my voice
But they donโt know I lost my choice
Especially himโฆ the last one near
The one I holdโฆ but mostly fear
Final Chorus (raw, breaking)
I was never made for one love
Always reaching something above
Now Iโm standing in the wreck
Of every promise I
