I learned how to smile without saying ur name. Learned how to laugh while I am feeling the pain u stand too close, but ur are miles away. Every almost hurts more than goodbye. Every moment we nevw tried. I loved u quietly I loved u alone. In all that spaces u nevw saw. If loving u is wrong then let me be wrong. Cuz letting u go hurts more than it should at all. I replay the looks, the silence, the signs. Wonder if u ever crossed my mind. I pretend I am strong,pretend I am fine. But I break a little every time. Maybe in another life you had choose me too.maybe I was just passing through. So I will keep my heart where u can't see. Loving u was never meant for me.