Oh… baby, how I wish you would stay
How I wish it were you
Only you with me
Without the silence
Without the absence
I ask myself every day
Why destiny plays with us
Why it doesn’t want us together
Why it builds invisible walls
Between my heart and yours
Maybe it’s me
Maybe if I were prettier
More perfect, more everything
Would that make you love me?
Or is love something I can’t give?
It’s cruel to feel so much
And never live any of it
Cruel to imagine futures
That never arrive
Hugs that never happen
Words that never get spoken
I drown in questions
Dreams that repeat
Hopes that refuse to die
Even when they should
And still… I keep wishing
I keep writing to you in silence
I keep saving you in empty spaces
I keep believing you feel it too
Because if you don’t…
Why does it hurt so much?
