Today I'm sad because my loved one is dead I can't explain the feeling and I can't talk to people I just want to be alone so that I can pick up all the memories we had , but the are days when felt like the person was a picky person because the would be a greater that could be picked by my loved one I don't want to say names but will try to get in your voice what if it happens to you because death didn't want wait for the fact you choose your sister you didn't even choose us I know , I didn't even see your face they close the casket even when you didn't try to stop them I know you hate me but I want answers I know I will not get answers. But I am left because I know