*Verse 1*
I laugh loud in a crowded room
Crack jokes just to fill the doom
Steal a smile, play my part
But I’m not there, I’m checked apart
Wake up in the noise somehow
Laugh along but don’t know how
Everything just passes through
Nothing ever really sticks, it’s true
*Pre-Chorus*
Head too full, they don’t see
I pretend it’s fine with me
Feel the ground fade out
No one even calls it out
*Chorus*
Loop, loop, won’t stop
Says I should just drop
But I stay, somehow
Still breathing right now
One more day, that’s it
One more step, even if it’s shit
If I’m losing, that’s okay
I’m not gone today
*Verse 2*
Door shuts, everything shifts
Silence louder than it is
Just me and what I think
And I think too much
“Why am I still here?”
“Why am I like this?”
Questions never end
Running circles in my head
*Pre-Chorus*
Close to breaking point
But not tonight
Feel the weight of it all
Don’t know how to let it fall
*Chorus*
Loop, loop, won’t stop
Says I should just drop
But I stay, somehow
Still breathing right now
One more day, that’s it
One more step, even if it’s shit
If I’m losing, that’s okay
I’m not gone today
*Outro*
Close to the edge…
Still here
