(Intro)
Yeah...
You say you’re okay
But I know you’re not
(Verse 1)
Late night, city lights blur in the rain
Your hoodie on my chair still knows your name
I keep my phone face down, but I still wait
Like maybe you’ll come back before it’s too late
You say we changed, maybe that’s true
But every little thing still feels like you
(Pre-Chorus)
You say you’re okay, okay
But your voice got colder every day
And I say I’m okay too
Guess we both got good at hiding the truth
(Chorus)
I’m okay, okay
That’s what I tell myself when your memory stays
And it hurts, hurts
Every time your name comes out like a curse
I’m okay, okay
Dancing with the pain while the lights all fade
If you ask me how I’ve been lately
I smile and say “okay”
But baby, I’m not okay
(Rap)
Look—
I been acting like I’m good, like I don’t care
But every empty room still feels like you were there
Every text I never sent, every song at night
Brings me back to us and I can’t say goodbye
Maybe we were too young, too lost, too fast
Trying to make forever somehow last
If you ever miss me when the city goes dark
Just know I still carry your voice in my heart
(Final Chorus)
I’m okay, okay
That’s what I tell myself when your memory stays
And it hurts, hurts
Even if I smile, it still doesn’t work
I’m okay, okay
Maybe one day I’ll mean what I say
Till then if somebody asks me lately
I’ll smile and say “okay”
But baby... I’m not okay