*Verse 1*
Got a lot of shit in my mind now a days,
but I just can't put it in words.
Been thinking about my life.
it's all just full of pain inside
I had somethings in life back then,
but now am just losing faith.
So I don't wanna get in the way.
Am just tryna get me paid.
To maybe withstand the pain.
I had to take them drugs to stay on my toes
Heart's a broken clock,
tickin' away,
but time's standing still
My life's just full of toxic.
I been feeling that maybe I lost it.
*Hook*
I been feeling that maybe I lost it.
Now am just feeling wasted
All my life I been feeling rejected
But now I got this music shit
And am hoping of being accepted
I got no time to be wasting
Now a days I don't feel emotions
Am stuck in the dark ,can't find the light
I been feeding my life on demons
When chasing my dreams I got no bro
Most of my time I be feelin' alone
Lost in the mirror's gaze,
my reflection's even stranger.
I can't even trust myself now a days.
so how i can i trust a stranger
am chasing my dreams everyday
And I know that I just can't stop
*chorus*
Got a lot of shit in my mind now a days,but I just can't put it in words.
Been thinking about my life. it's all just full of pain inside
I had somethings in life back then,but now am just losing faith.
So I don't wanna get in the way.
Am just tryna get me paid.
To maybe withstand the pain.
I had to take them drugs to stay on my toes
Heart's a broken clock,tickin' away,but time's standing still
My life's just full of toxic.
I been feeling that maybe I lost it
*Verse 2*
They said am a broken vessel
Don't know am a broken person
But I ain't gonna let it affect me
Am pushing forward,
look in my eyes you can see am desperate.
I been facing hardships all my life
You can see why am strong now a days.
Wanna do right don't wanna do wrong.
My life of crimes is all in the past.
Am feeling so grad,
i left my past ,
it changed my life
To a better end
Am tryna figure myself in a day
I just wanna know how far I can go,
how much I can ma
