The rain falls on the window, marking the same old pace,
trapped inside this cycle, back in the same place.
One day you're my sky, the next a steep abyss
loving you and forgetting you becomes my daily test.
Verse 1
I check the missed calls, not sure if I should answer,
I want you by my side, I want to leave forever.
Love is a fire that fills me up with light,
but heartbreak drags me down into the heavy night.
If I stay you destroy me, if I leave I fall apart,
one day I'm a queen, the next I lose my heart.
My mind is at war with every feeling in my chest,
living in the shadows of this endless contest.
Refrain
And I'm stuck in this loop, spinning round and round,
looking for an exit that just cannot be found.
Trapped between desire and the pain of goodbye,
losing my sanity while watching us die.
Don't know if I should step away or try to restart,
inside this maze that breaks me apart.
Verse 2
Your memory burns when you're not close to me,
but when you return, distance is all I see.
Paper promises that fade out in the breeze,
a love so deep it brings me to my knees.
What do I do with maps if I don't know where to go?
How do I heal this wound when I still want you so?
The clock keeps ticking in the exact same spot,
you taught me how to love you, but to forget you—you did not.
Outro
One step forward, two steps back...
Tell me how to get out when I'm off the track.
Between love and heartbreak, losing control,
stuck in this loop, waiting for the light in my soul.