All my life for a while was like a movie, getting wild with homies baking cookies man I was a vendor wonder what happened if I wasn't me, now I have to chase my dreams in case I have no choice, holy look at me one more time unlock my life this one I'm living so borry, everyone sleeping nice in their sleep snoring, while I'm worried how to start the morning tomorrow, I sit on the door step crying when others laughing and playing, I'm tired of a circling life Man I want to see myself enjoying life spinning with fancy car's like anyone else, I don't deserve it that's were you wrong I'm gonna make it that's what I know, this is my get up I ain't going back just like something that already happened, no going back sometimes I use to feel like I'm separated from other kids sometimes I use to feel like I'm corrupted from a good life, just dwelling in the dark of dirt where can I get a good diet, can't get it on my own who must I owe who must I know the landlord pissed me out I can't pay the rent where must I go I think I have to sell my dreadlock but I'm still cool I can Rap like a robot, and make a dollar in a minute, gotta ride with MC on a 8mile and he's gonna leave me on the way alone and I have to Hit 13mile like man on my own, at least I know where I'm going and I know what I'm doing I'm gonna pay attention before life put me on suspension, ain't no nigga do shit on my position so hard not for weak he goin' commit suicide I Hussle and risk it, living life with nothing is so hard getting anxious getting high, man I'm tired of ghetto life tell the street that I quit I ain't that kid anymore, fuck Ric he was weak all he knew is crying like a baby every week, so I guess that's a goodbye no hard feelings no comment no reply as long as I'm on this track I want to supply all I need is support I get closed in this rapping sad and diss its weird isn't, it's sad when others showing up with glowing faces when mine is blown and it's not fair the fuck why I'm I like this...
