home alone that where I got silents
ain't no nothing that I got back to sleep
drugs overdose woking me up with smoke in my eyes
heart dizzy woking up form my trauma
I know I am dark and am black but I got a dark wound healing in my heart know it
hard to shake it off
feelings running to my pain full of anger that I release
what it was can never go back if I put in the past
remember every step of me when I was still a child
hard to think about all the things that went down
silents going loud when you on your worse way
time fly what you waiting for
baby it hard for me pray on my knees
when a men fighting with he's thoughts
countdown playing with your love so baby let me safe you first
all I put it my own life is risk but it slowly changing me who I am for my love ones
how many times have a play incense but I know that shit beings me guilt when I move forward to a newer path but I know I keep coming back admit that am a mama's boy but I still smile through my pain but I pretend to much for other to see that am okay but is it really matter knowing that am okay but the deepest secrets lead you in to pain and suffering tell yourself will I survive this trauma experiences it's so hard to tell myself I will woke up to see the next day tell yourself it was a dream but you keeping on having flashbacks but I got a headache remind me because all the dreams I had keep on play with my head
Pain don't stop until you learn how to heal
can't be a better person
but all I just it R.I.P.s
hope God puts death on me
tried of being hurted but I hurt my love ones
with all the guilt and suffering
but all I do is I give silences
