[Intro]
Yeah… K-MAX
This not a fight
(For Julie!)
This a confession
[Verse 1]
If I’m honest, I never left,
Even when I tried loving someone else
You been a ghost and a home to me,
A question mark I still believe
You say my name like it’s safe to stay,
Then you move your heart the other way
I don’t need control, I don’t need games,
Just something solid to hold my faith
[Chorus]
If I’m honest, I’m tired of pretending I’m okay
I been strong too long, still you don’t stay
If you want me, choose me all the way
If not, let me heal and walk away
[Verse 2]
You see my growth, you feel my change,
But you still treat love like it’s something strange
One foot in, one foot gone,
You call me yours, then string me along
I don’t blame you, I just ache,
Three years waiting, that’s not fake
I gave you patience, time, and truth,
I just never gave up on you
[Bridge]
I don’t need perfect, I need real,
Something I can touch and feel
Don’t love me when it’s convenient,
Love me when it’s quiet and serious
[Chorus]
If I’m honest, I still care,
But I won’t drown just to be there
Say it straight, don’t keep me guessing,
Love don’t come with mixed directions
[Outro]
If I’m honest…
I’m ready for peace
With you — or without you
