🖤 "I WAS NEVER THERE" | لم أكن هنا أبدًا
[Intro | همس]
Do you hear me
when the room goes quiet?
I used to talk to the stars
when nobody listened.
I told them your name
so I wouldn't forget it...
But somehow,
I forgot mine.
[Verse | هادئ]
There's a girl inside my mirror
who doesn't look like me.
She smiles when I'm breaking,
she cries when I can't feel a thing.
I've been sleeping with the lights on,
afraid of what I'll find.
Maybe the monster isn't under my bed...
Maybe it's inside my mind.
[Pre-Chorus | يبدأ التوتر]
I keep counting all the reasons
why I should disappear.
One... two... three...
Funny how the silence
is the loudest thing I hear.
[DROP | سريع]
DON'T LOOK AT ME,
DON'T CALL MY NAME!
I BUILT THESE WALLS
TO HIDE THE PAIN!
You wanted the old me,
she's already gone.
I buried her somewhere
before the dawn.
Run through the darkness,
let the whole world burn.
You gave me scars,
now watch me learn.
I don't need saving,
I don't need your light.
I became the shadow
you were scared to find.
[Bridge | فجأة هادئ]
Maybe I wasn't broken...
Maybe I was just tired
of pretending I was whole.
Maybe losing myself
was the only way
to finally become someone.
[Final Chorus | قوي جدًا]
I WAS NEVER YOURS,
I WAS NEVER MINE.
I WAS JUST A GHOST
WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME.
Now the night knows my name,
and I don't run anymore.
If you open that door...
You won't recognize
the girl you knew before.
[Outro | همس]
The lights are gone.
The room is empty.
The mirror is smiling...
And this time...
So am I.
