I GIVE UP MY LIFE FOR AN IDIOT

It's easy to say your words and they can be forgiven not forgotten this past keeps taunting me like no other else and years have been past and changing and mind keeps running in circles it's like I'm lost in the forest but not in hope cause all these things seen to be worthless cause I believe it will all end which is not true cause your mind seems lost I'm trying to bring you back to live but it feels like life challenge I keep failing and challenged cause I didn't know it will backfire me your having fun with your friends at night clubs pretending to know that I'm hustling day by day because of you I GIVE UP MY LIFE FOR AN IDIOT not knowing it will backfire me days turned into weeks but your heart stays like a weather