Dear God (Reply)

Intro (spoken) Yeah… It’s me again. Didn’t know who else to talk to. So I’m writing this instead. Verse 1 Dear God, I’ve been quiet but my head’s been loud Smiling for the world, breaking down in crowds They see the dream, never see the doubt They hear the song, never hear the shout I been asking “why” since I learned to pray Lost some people, had some scars on the way Mama said “faith,” but the pain still stays And some nights I feel like You turned away I’m grateful, yes, but I’m tired too Tryna walk straight in some worn-out shoes They say “trust the plan,” but they don’t feel confused When the blessings late and the bills come due Hook (sung / melodic rap) Dear God, if You hear me, don’t let me go I’m holding on but I’m losing hope If this is fire, then teach me gold If this is dark, then be my road Dear God, I don’t need the fame I just want peace with the pain If You still love me the same Please whisper my name again Verse 2 I ain’t perfect, I admit my wrongs I’ve sinned in my thoughts, my words, my songs Told myself I’m strong for too damn long Even superheroes bleed when the cape stay on Friends switch sides, love turn cold Dreams get heavy when you chasing goals I talk to You but I lose control When life don’t match what I was told If You testing me, what’s the lesson? If You blessing me, why the pressure? I’m tryna grow but still feel lesser Faith in my heart, fear in my chest, yeah Hook Dear God, if You hear me, don’t let me go I’m holding on but I’m losing hope If this is fire, then teach me gold If this is dark, then be my road Dear God, I don’t need it all I just don’t wanna fall If You ever call I’ll answer, even if I crawl Bridge (spoken / emotional) Maybe You were quiet Because I wasn’t listening Maybe the pain Was just preparation I don’t know… I’m still learning. Verse 3 Dear God, thank You for keeping me alive For every tear I didn’t let suicide decide For every closed door that taught me pride For every lonely night You was by my side I see it