Thoughts, sometimes just can't control ma thoughts no medication is ever made them stop all I think about is everything am not instead of everything I gatti coz am scared they all laughing so I make joke first if I beat them to punch live then I can't get hurt yeah I swear to God am trying but I don't know how to be how to be a good friend to me change wonder if I really ever change ammmmmmm coz am scared they all laughing so I make the joke first if I beat them to the punch live then I can't get hurt yeah I swear to God am trying but I don't know how to be how to be a good friend to me