"You Should’ve Loved Me Then"
I wore that red dress just for you
You looked, you smiled, and then you flew
I waited long, I waited still
But darling, you just chased the thrill
You played me sweet on Sundays slow
But Monday came, and you’d let go
You loved me like a passing rain
Then blamed me when you felt the strain
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Now don’t you dare come knockin’
With roses in your hand
You had your chance, you broke it
You wouldn’t understand
You say you miss my perfume
The way I held your shame
But baby, you should’ve loved me then
Not now, when it’s too late to change
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I cried a river in my sheets
While you were runnin’ city streets
You kissed me soft, then shut me out
And filled your nights with wine and doubt
I kept your picture by my bed
Till I grew tired of what we had
A woman breaks, but doesn’t beg
She learns to dance on her own legs
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So don’t you say you’re sorry
Don’t tremble in your tone
I taught you love, I gave you home
And still, I slept alone
You say you feel me in the dark
But that won’t ease the pain
’Cause baby, you should’ve loved me then
Not now, when only ghosts remain
There’s no more letters, no more sighs
I packed my dreams in lullabies
And now the only thing that’s true
Is I survived the loss of you
So play your blues, and light your smoke
Tell all your friends it was a joke
But I won’t cry, and I won’t bend
I’m not the fool I was back then
I’ve learned to live with no pretend
And baby…
You should’ve loved me then
[Outro – slow piano fade, spoken like a last breath:]
You had a diamond in your hand…
and you dropped it in the dark.